I am mardhiah born at kkh on 181193
neither a poser nor a backstabber .am friendly and do not bite
Was married on 191108 with md hanaffi
hate spammers .love friendly chums.
Firstly , i want to saay THANK YOU dearest for the compact powder !!!! i loike it!
dear readers, sorry for not updating these few days and sorry for my lame wallpaper . I just could not find the time to do this . I only can update my blog about twice a week .
These few days i have night class and could not spend tyme with dearest and friends. I promise that after this o level, i will spent tyme with you guys provided if i never work lah kaan.
I am so streesed up nowadays and no one know what i feel I cannot like pour everything out and that what makes me so tense
Dearest I know that i do not have time for you but I really want to talk to you I really want to talk to you about what i feel
I am sorry
To this guy that i will always love I am sorry that i did bad things to u I am sorry that i did not treasure you I am sorry that im never there for you when you nid me I think it is too late for me to realise this I think that you will never forgive me I have hurt you and it is enough . I cannot be a good girlfriend anymore I promise that i will always love you I promise that I will never leave you I promise that i will not find a new hubby I will never find any hubby that is as good as you I will always love you
Thank you for being a good hubby Thank you for trusting me Thank you for loving me Thank you for caring for me Thank you for covering my head with your hands to protect mr from the rain . Thank you for always being there
I have done a mistake once I have done a mistake twice I am sorry for the hurt that i caused
I am not a child anymore whom you can control I know whats right and wrong Why can i be there for you but you can't? Why i can try n trust but u can't ?I don't understand you . I am sorry but i really don't understand you
I really don't understand you You taught me and u advice me what i must do but why did you suddenly contradict whatever you taught me with your actions ... I really really reallly don't understand you...
I am sorry if i am wrong but i cannot take this I am seriously down ... I thought that you can forgive me for everything that i did before. I thought that you will love me . I believe that you won't look at appearance to love But why i noticed that you seem to be talking about the past all the time? Why did you look at me and judge?
I really cannot handle this .Neither i am a good girlfriend nor i am a good friend. I am sorry for everything.I am not a perfect person at all .I cannot do everything on my own . Stop forcing me and telling me what to do?
I really hope that things will get better between us . I know that things are tense as we get busier each day I really hope that things will not repeat just like yesterday
I hope that we will always be together and forever. We will be strong enough to manage our time well and i hope we will have a better understanding between each other even if we are busy with our school . I want to be a good wife and hear your problems I want to always be there for you I will always want to wipe your tears away when you need a tissue. I will always want to kiss you if you are sad. I will want to hug you to cheer you up I want to be patient if you are venting your anger on me I want to correct you if you have done any mistakes .
I really love you ,bby and i hope this r/s will last forever
This is me . in fuschia coloured baju kebaya. Hot kan ?( cheybah perasaan lah aku nie)
Me and kham Me and syamirah last year
The above pictures are all taken just now at school as today is RacialHarmonyDay! In case korang dont know...
Since today is the last year of us celebrating Rachial harmony together as a class 4e3 . We dress in different ethnic costume together except for certain people who not so enthu... Took a lot of pictures with friends just now ... Dearest say i look good but my mom say i look fat kuang asam rite my mom?
to syavina bby: Do not be sad kaes ? mardy will always be there for you . Just luperkan those mean words that was thrown to you . Don't be too stressed kaes?
I really miss mph and the people that lepak wip me dulu I really miss those old times I miss hearing aan singing while faris strumming the guitar. I miss having anuar and suhaimi to be belo I miss khai for his super activeness I miss fatin for her cuteness I miss nasrul for his domineering speeches I miss those times when we lepak at padang during the nights of puase I miss those times when we break our fast and buy ananas at keat hong. I miss dot laughter I miss shakir jokes and his tectonik I miss gummy for his baby face I miss the tymes that mimi,dearest n fatin skate I miss us being together I miss us sharing happyness and sadness together I miss those stories that we share together I miss the times that we convo in telephone till morning I miss lepak-ing at aan's house when tak gy skola I miss going out hari raye with you guys I miss playing rain with fatin I miss tellingfatin n seha abt my secrets I miss everyone . I miss these guys I miss these fools Forgiv me for everything I am really sorry if I ever hurt anyone's heart
I really hope that i can go back to the past and undo the mistakes which i have done I really hope that the fights,quarells and all the squabble were never even exist .
I miss you guys
But
I know that No matter what things have changed. Everyone is changing Everyone is becoming more mature and they went to take different paths
I really hope that those memories that we share will never forgotten I really hope so
Wanted: 1.Compact powder[ Revlon/silkygirl] 2.Two tone coloured dress 3.Long black skirt 4.Formal black pants 5.Roxy handbag[turquoise color/white sides with gold] 6. Straightener 7.couple ring 8.Dress from topshop 9. Baju raye [ a black dress inside then got green kebaye to wear outside] 10.camera d5ooo 11.w995 sony ericsson 12.something from cotton on body 13. A dress from cotton on 14. Books from meg cabot
Things that i have to do : 1.Memories geographyandss 2.Study math 3.Do Holy innocents high paper for chem 4.Do math mock mye paper
Things that i want to improve on: 1.my manners 2.Table manners[My food always flyaway ] 3.language[i must stop saying vulgarieties] 4.stop smoking 5.be a good girlfriend 6.Be a good sister 7.Must not always skip school
dreams: 1.Open a restaurant? 2.Be a researcher ???? 3.Be a housewife n a good mother someday?[insya allah ] 4.Hantar mummy and ayah gy umrah[insya allah] 5.Travel the whole world? [berangan lah aku]
Loads of things to do But i have to keep going on Dearest say that Things will betougher when u grow up and i must always Not give up till i get what i want .
Pictures taken today. 1 more hourto8th monthsary. I am really excited.I cannot believe that we can last till this long and i hope this relationship will never be broken and it will last forever. I really love you
SO here is the summary for the things i do today.
At 1.30 ,went to Dearest's crib and watch videos . At two plus ,we went to syavina bby ' house and take things to sent to syavina later .Then we went to Lot one shoppers mall and shop around forawhile. After that ,we proceed to Redhill and meet up with syavina bby. Syavina wanted to go to gig near bugis so we went to hantar her .After that ,me and dearest went to esplanade to watch the fireworks rehearsal. I did not took any pictures but the fireworks images will always remembered in my mind. Those fireworks are really realy superb and nice! Then I saw fatin and her friends and chatted forawhile.She looks so hot with that dress.
This is Muhammad Hanaffi bin[ insert ] Not that i do not know your full name but i know you don't like to display your full name. Age17 [ not yet legal to have license ] School at M.I Attached with ayg at 15.11.08 but official date is 19.11.08[ dearest only know why??] Thank you for everything that you have done for me. Thank you for loving me Thank you for being patience with my childish acts Thank you for your hands as you rather dirty your hands by wiping my tears and hingus. Thank you for trying to scrimp and save money to give me the best presents. Thank you for brightening my day by smiling at me sweetly Thank you for adding color in my life Thank you for touching my face when i am down Thank you for your advices Thank you for guiding me Thank you for helping me Thank you for giving me all the memories . Thank you for being the first guy that i ever want to be with forever Thank you for treating me like a princess Thank you for being my idol Thank you for your hardwork to keep this relationship to continue.
Thank you cyg ,A million times of thank you is never enough for the things that you have done for me.Ayg love you so much and ayg will always be there for you
HAPPY 8TH MONTHSARY , I REALLY LOVE YOU AND IT WILL ALWAYS BE FOREVER MY DEAREST BBY . That's my promise that i will keep and this promise will never be broken . ayg will never stop loving u
Hellooo,peeps!I have just finished doing my fnn coursework(erm...kinda).I am feeling so bored .I wanted to chat with my hubby but he have a lot of things to do such as his P.W and then he feels very tired and now he is sleeping like a cute donkey at his bed ...hee... I cannot wait for tommorow as dearest and me have planned to go out and watch the fireworksrehearsal.I have planned for almost a week on what i am going to wear. I have to look good and in a tip-top condition right for our date .chey baahs !
Currently ,I have been extremely busywith my studies and my coursework .I apologise to all my best friends and friends if i never spend time with you ,guys.I hope you will understand this .I promise that after my O level , i will spend time with you guys,aites? I really miss all my friends.
Speakingabout my subjects, i am beginning to focus more in my studies and i have tried to study harder.I am quite worried for my examinations .I really want to study hard and i want to make something as my strength.
Dear hubby, Remember this few pictures? These few pictures that i have put here may be taken a few months ago but it is always fresh in my mind.Remember how we first stead ? Remember our first gift for each other ?Remember our outing at East coast?Remember our firstskank TOGETHER?
I remember that when i first met you ,I thought that you were very proud of yourself and very antisocialperson.I thought you have averybad temper and you scared me when you talk at times.After getting to know you better , we started to talk in msnand you said i was very irritating as i talk a lot.I remember the times that we were just brother and sister. .I remember how you were there for me when i was crying .I remember what happen at 227.I remember when you were first drunkand i remember how i got drunk and you were there for me. Remember? See that guy over there .He is my dearest hubbythat I will everlove .He have been there whenever i need him .He have tried to guide me for these past few months.I believe that he is the right guy for me . I really hope we could last together.I hope that we will always be with each other till we are old.Happy advanced 8th monthsary for this coming 19th of july ...Thank you for everything that you have done for me. Thank you for being patient with me . Thank you for loving me.Thank you for being strong when i am weak even if you have problems.Thank you for giving me those sweet memories. Thank you for being my friend, boyfriend and a great hubby .Thank you bby ,Ayg love you so much . This first post is for you .
Firstly , i want to saay THANK YOU dearest for the compact powder !!!! i loike it!
dear readers, sorry for not updating these few days and sorry for my lame wallpaper . I just could not find the time to do this . I only can update my blog about twice a week .
These few days i have night class and could not spend tyme with dearest and friends. I promise that after this o level, i will spent tyme with you guys provided if i never work lah kaan.
I am so streesed up nowadays and no one know what i feel I cannot like pour everything out and that what makes me so tense
Dearest I know that i do not have time for you but I really want to talk to you I really want to talk to you about what i feel
I am sorry
To this guy that i will always love I am sorry that i did bad things to u I am sorry that i did not treasure you I am sorry that im never there for you when you nid me I think it is too late for me to realise this I think that you will never forgive me I have hurt you and it is enough . I cannot be a good girlfriend anymore I promise that i will always love you I promise that I will never leave you I promise that i will not find a new hubby I will never find any hubby that is as good as you I will always love you
Thank you for being a good hubby Thank you for trusting me Thank you for loving me Thank you for caring for me Thank you for covering my head with your hands to protect mr from the rain . Thank you for always being there
I have done a mistake once I have done a mistake twice I am sorry for the hurt that i caused
I am not a child anymore whom you can control I know whats right and wrong Why can i be there for you but you can't? Why i can try n trust but u can't ?I don't understand you . I am sorry but i really don't understand you
I really don't understand you You taught me and u advice me what i must do but why did you suddenly contradict whatever you taught me with your actions ... I really really reallly don't understand you...
I am sorry if i am wrong but i cannot take this I am seriously down ... I thought that you can forgive me for everything that i did before. I thought that you will love me . I believe that you won't look at appearance to love But why i noticed that you seem to be talking about the past all the time? Why did you look at me and judge?
I really cannot handle this .Neither i am a good girlfriend nor i am a good friend. I am sorry for everything.I am not a perfect person at all .I cannot do everything on my own . Stop forcing me and telling me what to do?
I really hope that things will get better between us . I know that things are tense as we get busier each day I really hope that things will not repeat just like yesterday
I hope that we will always be together and forever. We will be strong enough to manage our time well and i hope we will have a better understanding between each other even if we are busy with our school . I want to be a good wife and hear your problems I want to always be there for you I will always want to wipe your tears away when you need a tissue. I will always want to kiss you if you are sad. I will want to hug you to cheer you up I want to be patient if you are venting your anger on me I want to correct you if you have done any mistakes .
I really love you ,bby and i hope this r/s will last forever
This is me . in fuschia coloured baju kebaya. Hot kan ?( cheybah perasaan lah aku nie)
Me and kham Me and syamirah last year
The above pictures are all taken just now at school as today is RacialHarmonyDay! In case korang dont know...
Since today is the last year of us celebrating Rachial harmony together as a class 4e3 . We dress in different ethnic costume together except for certain people who not so enthu... Took a lot of pictures with friends just now ... Dearest say i look good but my mom say i look fat kuang asam rite my mom?
to syavina bby: Do not be sad kaes ? mardy will always be there for you . Just luperkan those mean words that was thrown to you . Don't be too stressed kaes?
I really miss mph and the people that lepak wip me dulu I really miss those old times I miss hearing aan singing while faris strumming the guitar. I miss having anuar and suhaimi to be belo I miss khai for his super activeness I miss fatin for her cuteness I miss nasrul for his domineering speeches I miss those times when we lepak at padang during the nights of puase I miss those times when we break our fast and buy ananas at keat hong. I miss dot laughter I miss shakir jokes and his tectonik I miss gummy for his baby face I miss the tymes that mimi,dearest n fatin skate I miss us being together I miss us sharing happyness and sadness together I miss those stories that we share together I miss the times that we convo in telephone till morning I miss lepak-ing at aan's house when tak gy skola I miss going out hari raye with you guys I miss playing rain with fatin I miss tellingfatin n seha abt my secrets I miss everyone . I miss these guys I miss these fools Forgiv me for everything I am really sorry if I ever hurt anyone's heart
I really hope that i can go back to the past and undo the mistakes which i have done I really hope that the fights,quarells and all the squabble were never even exist .
I miss you guys
But
I know that No matter what things have changed. Everyone is changing Everyone is becoming more mature and they went to take different paths
I really hope that those memories that we share will never forgotten I really hope so
Wanted: 1.Compact powder[ Revlon/silkygirl] 2.Two tone coloured dress 3.Long black skirt 4.Formal black pants 5.Roxy handbag[turquoise color/white sides with gold] 6. Straightener 7.couple ring 8.Dress from topshop 9. Baju raye [ a black dress inside then got green kebaye to wear outside] 10.camera d5ooo 11.w995 sony ericsson 12.something from cotton on body 13. A dress from cotton on 14. Books from meg cabot
Things that i have to do : 1.Memories geographyandss 2.Study math 3.Do Holy innocents high paper for chem 4.Do math mock mye paper
Things that i want to improve on: 1.my manners 2.Table manners[My food always flyaway ] 3.language[i must stop saying vulgarieties] 4.stop smoking 5.be a good girlfriend 6.Be a good sister 7.Must not always skip school
dreams: 1.Open a restaurant? 2.Be a researcher ???? 3.Be a housewife n a good mother someday?[insya allah ] 4.Hantar mummy and ayah gy umrah[insya allah] 5.Travel the whole world? [berangan lah aku]
Loads of things to do But i have to keep going on Dearest say that Things will betougher when u grow up and i must always Not give up till i get what i want .
Pictures taken today. 1 more hourto8th monthsary. I am really excited.I cannot believe that we can last till this long and i hope this relationship will never be broken and it will last forever. I really love you
SO here is the summary for the things i do today.
At 1.30 ,went to Dearest's crib and watch videos . At two plus ,we went to syavina bby ' house and take things to sent to syavina later .Then we went to Lot one shoppers mall and shop around forawhile. After that ,we proceed to Redhill and meet up with syavina bby. Syavina wanted to go to gig near bugis so we went to hantar her .After that ,me and dearest went to esplanade to watch the fireworks rehearsal. I did not took any pictures but the fireworks images will always remembered in my mind. Those fireworks are really realy superb and nice! Then I saw fatin and her friends and chatted forawhile.She looks so hot with that dress.
This is Muhammad Hanaffi bin[ insert ] Not that i do not know your full name but i know you don't like to display your full name. Age17 [ not yet legal to have license ] School at M.I Attached with ayg at 15.11.08 but official date is 19.11.08[ dearest only know why??] Thank you for everything that you have done for me. Thank you for loving me Thank you for being patience with my childish acts Thank you for your hands as you rather dirty your hands by wiping my tears and hingus. Thank you for trying to scrimp and save money to give me the best presents. Thank you for brightening my day by smiling at me sweetly Thank you for adding color in my life Thank you for touching my face when i am down Thank you for your advices Thank you for guiding me Thank you for helping me Thank you for giving me all the memories . Thank you for being the first guy that i ever want to be with forever Thank you for treating me like a princess Thank you for being my idol Thank you for your hardwork to keep this relationship to continue.
Thank you cyg ,A million times of thank you is never enough for the things that you have done for me.Ayg love you so much and ayg will always be there for you
HAPPY 8TH MONTHSARY , I REALLY LOVE YOU AND IT WILL ALWAYS BE FOREVER MY DEAREST BBY . That's my promise that i will keep and this promise will never be broken . ayg will never stop loving u
Hellooo,peeps!I have just finished doing my fnn coursework(erm...kinda).I am feeling so bored .I wanted to chat with my hubby but he have a lot of things to do such as his P.W and then he feels very tired and now he is sleeping like a cute donkey at his bed ...hee... I cannot wait for tommorow as dearest and me have planned to go out and watch the fireworksrehearsal.I have planned for almost a week on what i am going to wear. I have to look good and in a tip-top condition right for our date .chey baahs !
Currently ,I have been extremely busywith my studies and my coursework .I apologise to all my best friends and friends if i never spend time with you ,guys.I hope you will understand this .I promise that after my O level , i will spend time with you guys,aites? I really miss all my friends.
Speakingabout my subjects, i am beginning to focus more in my studies and i have tried to study harder.I am quite worried for my examinations .I really want to study hard and i want to make something as my strength.
Dear hubby, Remember this few pictures? These few pictures that i have put here may be taken a few months ago but it is always fresh in my mind.Remember how we first stead ? Remember our first gift for each other ?Remember our outing at East coast?Remember our firstskank TOGETHER?
I remember that when i first met you ,I thought that you were very proud of yourself and very antisocialperson.I thought you have averybad temper and you scared me when you talk at times.After getting to know you better , we started to talk in msnand you said i was very irritating as i talk a lot.I remember the times that we were just brother and sister. .I remember how you were there for me when i was crying .I remember what happen at 227.I remember when you were first drunkand i remember how i got drunk and you were there for me. Remember? See that guy over there .He is my dearest hubbythat I will everlove .He have been there whenever i need him .He have tried to guide me for these past few months.I believe that he is the right guy for me . I really hope we could last together.I hope that we will always be with each other till we are old.Happy advanced 8th monthsary for this coming 19th of july ...Thank you for everything that you have done for me. Thank you for being patient with me . Thank you for loving me.Thank you for being strong when i am weak even if you have problems.Thank you for giving me those sweet memories. Thank you for being my friend, boyfriend and a great hubby .Thank you bby ,Ayg love you so much . This first post is for you .
Live : For me to know , for you to find out!
Status: Attached
Hates: Backstabbers Liars
Currently schooling at [insert]
Message for all my girlfriends/chums/pals/buddies/mates [ urgh whatever lah ]
: I really hope that you guys will takecare and always cukop makan,minom and tidur
Do not get into bicker,quarells,fights,wrestling,accidents and anything that may
injure or hurt you guys,kae?
Be happy always and smile kae?
