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Was married on 191108 with md hanaffi
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i WONT LET ANYONE TRAMPLE ON ME AGAIN



It have been so long since i have last updated and this blog looks super dead.
I have been busy throughout these few weeks and i am still
not fully prepared for my O level which is going to take place in 20 DAYS .


I miss Hanaffi , syavina, fyna and all my friends and
I also want to say Congrats to SEHA WATSON in giving birth to her beloved princess


Hugs and kisses to everyone that i missed

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230909

I
am feeling very happy
with that someone
whose name is
Hanaffi

; I learn that
everything must be treasured
especially the people that love us
and care for us

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Selamat hari raye

Kepada orang yang dicintai , teman2 ,saudare mara
dan juga semue orang islam yang sedang membace ini,
dhiah ingin mengucapkan
ampun dan maaf
jikalau dhiah tersilap kate
termaki2 ,tersinggung perasaan korang
dhiah harap korg semua tetap gembira
Dalam keadaan yang sihat walafiat .AMIN.

SELAMAT HARI RAYE!

190909


What am i to you ?
Am i like someonethat you
want to be with everyday?
or
Am i someone that you will buy
and throw away ?

I envy other friends of mine
who have guyfriends that treat them
like princesses
I envy when my father chat with my mum at
times although
it was pretty disgusting but it's still sweet
I envy old couples that always together
I envy when certain
people still hold hands till
they are already wrinkled

But i
JUST
do not understand what i want
and what i need
I just do not understand
why am i so furious
even if I am nth with you
I just do not understand why
am i still jealous
I am not understanding the reason
why am i doing this to myself ?

why do i feel happy and sad at the
same time?
Why do i feel so insecure all the time?
Why am I not happy when it's gonna be
Hari Raya tomorrow?

I just want answers
am i a failure?


190909

Today is already malam raye ! Selamat hari raye semuer orang ...
I just wish that everyone will be happy during this festive occasion .
Mardy nak ucapkan Salam lebaran , Maaf zahir dan batin dan juga Selamat hari raya aidilfitri !

To : hanaffi
i just hope that you will be happy
and always be happy
I do not wish to see you sad anymore


ps:I just hope that i will change for
the better

130909

I am feeling super down. I dont mean to hurt you .
I will always be there for you . I will still listen and talk to you .I will always stand up for you
I will always love you whole heartedly,
Listen to my heart , md .hanaffi , These words are true .
im sorry